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Sustainable Living

Ruby SILK 



At what time should I get up?
At what time        

        [muted chatter             at best atmospheric
          the sound of a coffee cup         finding its place          on a saucer]

                      should I get up
                                                and what
                   
should I put my shoes on?
Should I put my shoes on
        my hands peel apart beneath the dryer, watch
        sinews and stringbones exposing themselves
        skin splaying like the red sea,         see: cells
                she sells seashells on the sea-floor/ she sells shecells
it is ones duty to dust oneself from shelves
                I must I must improve my bust
                I must I must improve my bust
[tiny whisper: exfoliate] Yes! I will be late!
I will be late if I don’t scrub up nicely.

What if one day my alarm sounds
and in the wash of secondshoursdays it takes to come round
a fly
lands on my leg         or clavicle (he!he!) and I watch it
                        so black
                        an animated
                        full stop
                        stop
                to rub its little paws together, comb back its three headhairs
                and then I forget altogether to be hungry

                [gaping yawn]

Who is hungry enough?
How is enough hungry to recipe
and should I cook the recipe, then what should I cook, the
recipe and how to cook the recipe every day threetimesorfour in healthy
magazines that slip off the table they are so thick with protein

                [pulls limply dog-eared recipe from topcoatpocket
                fishily oil spotted, unfolds with some difficulty owing to

                        PUTTANESCA
                 I should have known it started in garlic and onion
                 6 anchovy fillets
                 1 tablespoon of capers
                 1 can of chopped tomatoes
                 mother could never cook
                 basil which is green and the leaves curl into themselves quietly
                 long spaghettis go on forever
                 don’t make me say it again

                she folds sadly up her only recipe and
                tucks it into topcoatpocket]

If one day my alarm sounds and I am dead.
In this heat it is better not to stir. 












Ruby Silk is a writer from Brighton, currently living in Belgium and working for an NGO that focuses on homelessness. Her poems have been published in Ambit and Pain.






ImagesAndré KERTÉSZ, ‘Distortion #120’ (1933) & ‘Distortion #128’ (1933)



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